A lion hearted boy

2012-01-30T15:20:00.001Z

2011-11-11T16:06:00.011Z

uni photos ignore this

2011-11-11T15:33:00.010Z

2011-10-08T17:03:00.000+01:00

2010-05-27T10:27:00.000+01:00

2010-04-06T00:14:00.001+01:00

finally sorted festival tickets, leeds and t.
much rather go to reading than leeds

2010-03-29T23:55:00.004+01:00

i don't know who i want to be anymore, i want to throw out all my clothes and make people take a test so i know what they think of me and where i stand with people i class as friends or best friends or whatever. i need to start going to bed earlier cause i can't function through college and i need to start eating healthier for my holidays soon. i never take photos for myself anymore its always for college. i prefer my own company at the moment.

everyone says i've changed the most out of my friends, i wonder what i'll look like next year.

last summer

a week ago

2010-03-25T00:03:00.000Z

hate my hair soo much, worst condition its been in ever

2010-03-22T19:51:00.002Z

MY HAIR IS SO DEAD
wtf man, why did i put that shit on my hair, all i wanted was wavy textures
ended up like

need to find a good hat to hide it foreverr

2010-03-13T16:44:00.002Z

i was sick in college on friday, my sleeping pattern is messed up and i'm constantly hungry. i need to start drawing again.

POKEMON AND VICE MAG

2010-03-12T15:36:00.003Z

Vice and Nintendo have commissioned seven artists to create a Pokémon inspired piece of artwork to celebrate Nintendo's newest Pokemon releases on the DS, and are holding an exhibition to showcase the works, from 24th - 31st March, at Blackall Studios. The exhibition opens with a big launch party on the 24th, full of Nintendo product for guests to demo, Pokemon inspired food, lots of booze and a stellar line-up of DJs: Filthy Dukes, Friendly Fires and Real Gold. The event will be guestlist only, attended by members of the press, select tastemakers from the Vice network, and competition winners. Go to http://www.viceland.com/repokemon to see the work, find out more about the campaign and enter the competition.

2010-03-09T21:15:00.001Z

I WANT 2 BE EIGHTEEEEEEEEEEN AND I WANT TO LIVE IN A CITY AND GET RECOGNISEDDD

2010-03-08T19:56:00.001Z

HAPPY!!!!!!!!111!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!!!!

yes, i know i sound bipolar.

so confused

2010-03-06T14:48:00.001Z

i wish i was daring enough to buy a ticket to london and go for the weekend by myself or i wish i could drive there..

2010-03-02T21:23:00.002Z

2010-03-02T21:16:00.004Z

think i'm done with college, although it would show being weak dropping out but at this moment, i don't care. i just want to take photos of beautiful people infront of ponds and in forrests all day, at this moment things can only get better.

this cheered me up abit

2010-03-02T19:08:00.003Z

applied online for more jobs if they don't reply by tomorrow morning i'm going in with a cv to show i'm persistant. i wish i had a good webcam to post outfits and drawings and stuff and stuff.
x

2010-03-02T00:41:00.001Z

not asking for followers or nothing, but how come people comment my blog and say they read it but dont follow me?

2010-03-02T00:36:00.002Z

MY TAXIDERMY OWL THAT MY FRIENDS GOT ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY, I HARDLY POST ON HERE ANYMORE CAUSE TUMBLR IS BETTER.
WWW.BARNEYBARNEY.TUMBLR.COM

2010-02-21T23:12:00.001Z

just realised how depressing my blogspot sounds

2010-02-21T18:14:00.001Z

bad mood, i get such a kick out of being horrible to people.

2010-02-20T12:59:00.001Z

times like these i wish i could swap all my 'friends' for cats and kittens.

formspring.me

2010-02-16T22:53:00.001Z

what are 3 things you like about the way you look and 3 things you'd want to change

i'd like to have a good condition bowl cut and be slimmer and maybe abit shorter. i've been told my eye colours really nice and that i have good clothes and i can't think of another.

tell me anything and everything

2010-02-16T00:50:00.001Z

HAIRS FINALLY GROWING, NOT LONG UNTIL I CAN CUT SOME SHAPE INTO IT

i hate you and you have no idea

2010-02-15T22:14:00.001Z

FUUUUUUUUUUCK

2010-02-14T17:57:00.001Z

diet and being nice to people starts at midnight.

2010-02-10T18:11:00.002Z

I WISH I WAS MOTIVATED WHEN I GOT HOME FROM COLLEGE AND I WISH MY HAIR COULD GROW.

formspring.me

2010-02-09T21:40:00.001Z

Just thought I would leave you a comment to say I LOVE your taste in photographers. Lachapelle is a genius and well, I adore Parr. I went to see his exhibition at the Baltic in Newcastle god knows how many times.Good taste,Good taste.xo Lauren Laake

jealous, i wanted to gooooo! thanks xx

tell me anything and everything

formspring.me

2010-02-09T21:39:00.001Z

I have never heard of those photographers. I guess it's because I am really interested in traditional black and white as of now. What's your stance on traditional black and white?

if by traditional black and white you mean like don mccullin? then yea. http://artblart.files.wordpress.com/2009/09/don-mccullin-kids-on-bradford-estate-1970s.jpg & http://www.gavingough.com/wp-content/uploads//2009/07/Don-McCullin-In-England-National-Media-Museum.jpg - two of my faves

tell me anything and everything

formspring.me

2010-02-09T19:18:00.001Z

why do you always seem angry?

personally i don't think i am that angry, when i am its because someones annoyed me or pointed something out or summit. people just don't get my sense of humour

tell me anything and everything

formspring.me

2010-02-09T19:14:00.001Z

Do you have a favorite photographer?

yea, i have two. digital is david lachapelle and film is martin parr.

tell me anything and everything

2010-02-06T22:57:00.002Z

i harldy post on here anymore, i dont feel the need to as i don't think anyone reads it.

formspring.me

2010-02-03T12:58:00.003Z

tell me anything and everything http://formspring.me/barneyfrost

formspring.me

2010-02-03T12:58:00.001Z

what are you looking forward to in 2010?

not alot. mainly getting a job, festivals, holiday, drunk times, taking photos yeyeyee

tell me anything and everything

formspring.me

2010-02-03T01:39:00.001Z

why are you and all your friends so sexy? its depressing

haha like who? we're not man, we're not.

tell me anything and everything

formspring.me

2010-02-03T00:05:00.001Z

i'm in love with you, and i hang around with you everday, and i just don't know how to tell you, would you love me to?

i'd rather you didn't tell me and nah i wouldn't love you back

tell me anything and everything

formspring.me

2010-02-03T00:04:00.001Z

you should get salmon hair again

never, maybe black.

tell me anything and everything

formspring.me

2010-02-03T00:00:00.001Z

hey sexy

HIYAAAAA

tell me anything and everything

2010-02-02T23:53:00.002Z

i wish all my clothes weren't so tight, especially my levis denim jacket. i want black hair but i'm scared. i want a real barbour jacket and i want my bowl cut to hurry up or i'll get bored and shave the back and sides of or something ridiculous like that. maybe this will encourage me to diet.

formspring.me

2010-02-02T21:01:00.001Z

make a wish

okay, but i can't tell anyone or it wont come true.

tell me anything and everything

2010-02-01T16:16:00.000Z

formspring.me

2010-02-01T11:28:00.001Z

Would you rather be skinny with an ugly face or fat with a pretty face?

right now? skinny with an ugly face

tell me anything and everything

2010-02-01T10:59:00.000Z

fuck off. fuck off. fuck off. fuck off. fuck off.

i am human and i need to be loved

2010-01-26T00:08:00.005Z

i can't help but feel that small pinch of sadness and remorse for things last year. people tell me i come across as aggressive, nasty, sarcastic etc.. i'm always going into daydreams about things and planning my reaction to when the persons said something in the daydream then forgetting it hasn't happened in real life. i think new year is absolute bollocks because people can't and don't change, its near enough impossible for someone just to change on the stroke of twelve because they've made that their resolution to be nicer or more generous. also, i dislike the fact that people pick up on certain characteristics and judge you on it, i know this because going places with people i've not known previously and after a few days them treating me the same (not exactly bad) but in the same manner as my other friends do, maybe it has something to do with appearance too.
i found out today a person in college who i always thought seemed very confident and smug with them self had various psychological and medical problems but they put on a brave face, a sort of mask that hides it all. it made me realise how many secrets people actually keep and how much they're screaming them to you in their head when you're having a conversation with them and what actually does go on behind closed doors.
i hope this makes sense, i'm not very good at articulating what i have to say. in my mind it's all one big jumble but i understand it perfectly as emo and crude as that sounds...

2010-01-25T22:37:00.001Z

so close to shaving the back and sides of my hair off tonight, i actually had the razor thing buzzing and like touched my hair then stopped incase i done it wrong.
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YOU SHOULD ALL GET THIS X

2010-01-20T13:44:00.003Z

Vice and Nike are embarking on a special collaboration to give you the ultimate guide to six European cities, including London, for Nike's new app, True City. Basically, it's a free guide to the city from people who should know where to go, updated regularly by Vice and Nike's city Insiders. Which is great news for you if you want to know where to drink after hours, play football with hundreds of people, eat the best chinese soft shelled crab, or buy grime white labels. You can gain pocket held access to all of this invaluable content, as well as inside information about upcoming events and product launches and the chance to upload your own content, by downloading the app for free. The best of the civilian contributors, as judged by the rest of the True City community, will even have an opportunity to become Nike Insiders themselves.

2010-01-18T22:55:00.002Z

FORMSPRING - WWW.FORMSPRING.ME/BARNEYFROST
TUMBLR - WWW.BARNEYBARNEY.TUMBLR.COM

CMON CMON CMON IM BORED MAN

2010-01-18T20:58:00.000Z

2010-01-18T19:57:00.002Z

i’m sick of people complaining about themselves and their appearances and how they want to change things. stop talking about it and do it whether it’s dieting, changing your style, hair colour, hair style, whatever.
sitting at the computer writing about it won’t do it.

I LOST HALF A STONE THIS WEEK YEY

ALSO..... I AM A VICE BLOGGER!

2010-01-17T18:02:00.002Z

i'm being boring lately, i have loads of graphics i need to hand in but bed seems more appealing for some reason.

2010-01-16T12:01:00.002Z

2010-01-14T22:29:00.001Z

watching kill bill, cannot be bothered with graphics at all tomorrow.
i think i'll be using tumblr more now so follow me on that if you have it..

www.barneybarney.tumblr.com

tumblr

2010-01-14T14:34:00.000Z

I HAVE TUMBLR.. WWW.BARNEYBARNEY.TUMBLR.COM

numb

2010-01-13T12:23:00.000Z

formspring.me

2010-01-13T00:00:00.002Z

tell me anything and everything
http://formspring.me/barneyfrost

2010-01-12T22:05:00.000Z

i want to get back into drawing and get a sketchbook, i wish i had a scanner..

yaldi

2010-01-12T19:32:00.004Z

BORED, AND WHEN I'M BORED I TAKE PHOTOS OF MYSELF AND OVERLY EDIT THEM AND EAT BUT NOT AT THE SAME TIME.
ASK ME QUESTIONS PLEEEEEEEEEEASE
www.formspring.me/barneyfrost

2010-01-12T17:29:00.001Z

i pity your lack of originality

ALSO

2010-01-12T13:21:00.003Z

I THOUGHT I WOULD POST SOME OF MY COLLEGE WORK CAUSE I WANTED TO WHEN I WAS AT HOME LAST NIGHT.

ALBUM POSTER

ALBUM COVER

HEROIN CHIC

2010-01-12T13:08:00.008Z

so tired lately. sat in college listening to people kiss is absolutey gorgeous. we have no lessons today but have to stay in college, my dr martens are finally starting to get softer. i'm off tomorrow, this gives me time to relax and draw and drink tonight.

formspring

2010-01-11T22:56:00.002Z

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Do you believe in fate?
if you mean is your WHOLE life planned out then no but i think there is a loose plot to everyones lifes and you have to choose the decisions throughout it.

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What YouTube video made you laugh recently?
any of communitychannel's videos

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are you going to miss 2009?
no, it was quite shit and boring. the only thing i'll miss is leeds festival

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What's your favorite movie quote?
welcome to women now where women are trusted friends, please put your hands where i can see them and surrender any bombs

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If you could go on vacation for the next month with an unlimited budget, where would you go?
new york or paris easily

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what do you inspire to be?
ermm well, i used to want to be an art teacher but then over some six weeks holidays i bought a camera and started messing around with that and got interested in photographers and taking photos, i used to do self portraits but now i like to do other peoples photographs and i want to do themed photoshoots and fashion shoots with crazy surreal things like huge fruit and floating people, i'd like to shoot for fashion magazines and do celebrites portraits when im older maybe, haa.

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Do you wish you had seen our graphics teacher on Kick a Ginger Day? ;)
by sophiefesmith
i did.. but i'm starting to like him now

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ask me moreeee - www.formspring.me/barneyfrost

2010-01-11T19:07:00.002Z

i feel distant from everyone lately, i annoy people to the point of exhaustion, i don't like doing it cause i annoy myself too but i just can't resist adding snide comments in here and there. i got all my work done today minus graphics which isn't too much to catch up on.
i feel uninspired photography wise, i'm still trying to find my style. most people on flickr follow a certain style.. using aperture or shutterspeeds or different focuses or even props like huge fruit and fog machines. i wish i had the money to do this. i was at an eighteenth on friday talking to some friends who agreed to some photoshoots .. i just hope they remembered agreeing, ha.

some of my favourite work of some of my contacts on flickr:
rosie hardy:

2010-01-10T18:27:00.002Z

2010-01-10T18:05:00.003Z

finally finished my work, still havent had any replies for any jobs.. i'm debating going into the shops that had vacancies and asking if they look at my cv.

http://www.formspring.me/barneyfrost

new formspring

2010-01-10T14:22:00.001Z

http://www.formspring.me/barneyfrost

going to do sketchbook for the rest of the day now lalala

formspring

2010-01-09T21:45:00.005Z

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wouldnt mind you in my bed right now ;)
BAHAHAHA, nice one

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if you could have one wish what would it be? :) xx
ermmm, to not have to make wishes .. if that makes sense?

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do you like cake? do you like my ass?
yes hannah, i like cake abit too much and i like your ass but i would not like to eat cake of your ass, why not ask peter griffin? ;)

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dawnt eet poney
i won't amy, i miss youuu! xxx

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2010-01-09T20:19:00.003Z

2010-01-09T17:44:00.002Z

bought today for 1.50 on dvd, going to watch it soon, i do not want to go back to college on monday. i hate all of humanity and i hate facebook and i hate how two faced people are..

2010-01-09T02:16:00.005Z

going to save up for a laptop with a webcam ha

2010-01-08T11:39:00.001Z

if my bowlcut fails...

the only reason it would fail is if my fringe is too thin

you amaze me

2010-01-08T00:05:00.004Z

college was not shut but it might be tomorrow cause apparently it's as cold as russia outside. got quite alot of work done today so i'm glad i went in, i left my books at college though which leaves me bored on a night. every time i come home from college i'll say i'll do healthy eating but at around about this time i crave cheese on toast. i'm not giving in tonight though, someone said something at college and i didn't know if they actually meant it or it was in defence to what i said but it wasn't nice so that's also making me want to eat healthier.
i haven't heard anything from any jobs yet either and i'm scared i'll miss phone calls of them. :(
me and my mum are going halfs on dr martens cause my converse are falling to bits, literally. i'll get them tomorrow if college is shut! yey

formspring me
http://www.formspring.com/forms/?797504-1MqLUFdO9a

why wasn't i born with bigger eyes and paler skin?! i want a webcam desperatley cause im sick of posting photos of my slr.

2010-01-07T13:21:00.001Z

WHY IS EVERYONE GETTING DOCTOR MARTENS BEFORE ME

haircut ideas

2010-01-07T01:07:00.005Z

i don't really like the horrors but this is the closest haircut idea to what i want minus the undercut at the back, i just need to decide a colour..

also, someone described my blog as "all you write about is getting camera film, becoming skinny, new clothes, being alone or taking photos. quite enjoyable." although i can't decide if the enjoyable part is sarcasm, i find the description quite sad so i'll try and be happier and write about whats been going on during my day and not things i want.

college is possibly closed tomorrow cause of snow, i hope it is <3

formspring

2010-01-06T20:05:00.004Z

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well. you are simply an amazing photographer. i look forward to seeing your pictures. you are truly talented, and i look up to you.

woaaaah, this made me smile so much. you look up to me? ha, thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou!!!!!! <3<3
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YOU. ARE. AMAZING.
Your hair, your clothes, your style, your personality, your photography, your talent.
You're beautiful and hilarious and I admire you :]

my hair is hideous at the moment and my style is forever changing but thank you, wow <3 who are you?

MY FORMSPRING IS REALLY LONELY
TELL/ASK ME SOMETHINGG
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2010-01-06T19:04:00.002Z

i want to do self portraits like this, mm i want some creepers. i wish i had nicer teeth and a bowl cut right now

2010-01-06T14:57:00.002Z

40 CVS ARE OUT, EMAIL ME YOU BASTARD SHOPS.

http://www.formspring.com/forms/?797504-1MqLUFdO9a
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ITS ALL LONELY :(

insomnia

2010-01-06T02:20:00.007Z

CANNOT SLEEEEEEEEEEEP

also, am i the only one that feels slightly creepy reading pages and pages of peoples blogs and favouriting the majority of someones photos on flickr

FORMSPRING ME
ask me questions, tell me your opinions of me or of absolutley anything

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2010-01-06T00:02:00.004Z

I GOT A FORMSPRING REPLY BUT I THINK IT WAS OFF FLICKR, IT MADE ME SMILE LOTSS. I'LL POST IT WHEN I GET MORE REPLIES, IF I DO..
HANDING CVS OUT TOMORROW, GOING TO GO TO POSSIBLY EVERY SHOP UNTIL I GET A FUCKING JOB.

THINGS TO DO WITH POSSIBLE WAGE
- BUY SCANNER
- BUY WIDESCREEN MONITOR WITH WEBCAM BUILT IN
- BUY STUFF TO MAKE CLOTHES WITH
- BUY A NEW LENS
- PAY MUM £200 BACK

formspring and my new room

2010-01-04T22:52:00.006Z

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

moved everything around and got rid of loads of shit, it felt good..#
can't see much but i think its amaaaazing.
yess, leopard print sheets and blankets <3<3<3<3

i wanted to take a self timer photo of myself on my bed but i forgot my tripods in the back garden all bent and broken under the snow from when i kicked it when it kept braking, thats what you get for £10 tripods.
going job hunting on wednesday and handing cvs out to everyone. things are looking up on the non-academic side. i have loads of work to do this week and i feel quite crap in college and unmovitvated. i don't like my clothes anymore either and feel like i'm in costume most of the time, bleurgh.

ooh, and i might be going to paris in the summer with my family. it will be our first holiday together haha aw. au revior <3<3<3

the ropes have been unbound

2010-01-04T22:12:00.002Z

2010-01-01T22:08:00.006Z

wish i could photoshop myself irl.

new years eve was crap, spent it in with the family and i refused to stay with them at the stroke of midnight when they sang auld lang syne, instead i went in the garden and listened to other peoples fireworks. i hate making plans and arranging things blah blah blah.

resolutions
♣ get a job
♣ get a portfolio put together
♣ get skinny/flat stomach
♣ stop procastinating
♣ grow a bowl cut
♣ buy better clothes, sort out my old ones and take photos of my outfits and post them.

2009-12-31T01:57:00.000Z

going to spend new years eve alone watching gimme gimme gimme i think, everything is annoying me

howl

2009-12-29T16:15:00.002Z

right now, i'd like to be in a coma if i was guaranteed to wake up in a month or two. i'd like to hear people talking to me and visiting me.
really bored lately, nothing interesting has happened apart from maybe when i fell flat on my face on topman stairs yesterday ha.
quite dreading college too.

2009-12-24T14:07:00.002Z

i want to be anywhere but here right now, new york for christmas please.

brittany murphy

2009-12-20T23:21:00.003Z

what the fuck :(

december

2009-12-20T13:19:00.002Z

snow is slowly getting thicker and thicker, not one taxi in town last night so i walked to my friends in converse resulting in very wet feet then went to town. it was dead.
i've broke up for christmas and with five days until christmas day i do not feel christmassy at all, i feel it should be at least 3 months away. however, i'm definitely getting a contract phone and yesterday i got an amazing leather jacket for only £4 so things are looking up <3<3<3

2009-12-16T18:56:00.003Z

my lifes just flashed before my eyes, i need to turn it around. grow up, stop hitting people so much, stop being so annoying, think about unis, travel more, appreciate people, learn to love myself, finally sort my hair out, get a job, sort my clothes out and stop hording absoloutley everything from train tickets to clothes tags, draw more and eat less, make more of my own clothes and so on.

2009-12-15T23:35:00.005Z

i tried to slice my jeans today but then my mum insisted on putting them on a quick hot wash to make them fray and now they look like seven year old girls denim jacket from next or some shit shop.

jeans don't even look that bad on this photo.

2009-12-15T19:24:00.001Z

i want to be able to write poems like this.

I'm sorry we couldnt have breakfast before I left
I hope that the meeting went well
I miss your smile and I miss your company
I'm thinking of you on the train and I'm thinking about you when I'm busy
I like you so much
I like the jumpers you wear
I like your teeth
And I like it when you cut your hair
I like getting drunk on Rosé
Dark chocolate, roast dinners
Number one would be indulgence
Sending postcards, drawing pictures
Always remembering
Falling over, banging heads
Holes in both our tights
Bruises, both late
I forget but you always remember
Perfume fresh
Wooden floorboards
Wardrobes, charity shops and tube stops
Sisters, fights, tears and thoughts about the future
But lets stick to the present
Like sellotape wrapped up so tight
I love thinking about you
I've never laughed so hard
Felt so good, like a child
As free as a bird, a naked one
Spray me with the hose when it's too hot in the summer
Sweaty, clammy hands
Holding hands
So much crap in my bag
Too many things but we love keeping things
Letters, pictures, ripped out from magazines
Photos, memories, broken bits of jewelry
I'm convinced that one day I will make this into something cool
Makeup, dress-up
Tear and run down my face
Over my body, through my veins
Make my hair stand on ends
Give me goosebumps, confidence
A secret, I feel safe and warm and I dont want to leave because
I'm back to when I was seven years old
Covered in glitter and smooth lines
Scratch, jump, run, fall and we're back up
Bread, I love eating bread
I love when you draw something and it's not dead
It moves off the page and round people's minds
You make other people laugh
But everything you do could make me cry
I want to feel, be, live, breathe, touch, see, fall, eat
Make glue, rip do, I want to be with you
I havent time for anybody else
I dont wanna be with them
I wanna move to our house in a field
Just tell me when and I'll be there
I'd drop everything for you
You are my best friend
I dont even have a boyfriend
My mind is occupied
My buzz is rocket high
Above the moon and back again
Who I love is you
You are the most unpretentious
The most fun, most exciting
I want to spend most of my time with you
Because you are the most worthwhile
You are the most cute, clever, and stupid
Hungry, energetic, passionate, scared, interesting
Like a film, made up person
I want to drink cream, eat chocolate
Get that nice suprise when the butter is un-salted
Eat salt out of the packet
Scream till I am blue in the face
Meet French people, go to the pictures
Show you my cobbled streets
Meet everybody that you could ever meet
Just so that they know that you are my best friend
And that you belong to me
Yeah, I know you think she's cute and funny
But actually she is not an I, she is a we
A united nation of absoloute nonescence
A community, neighbourhood watch
Firestation, theme park, space, time and energy
Talent, beauty, my best friend
They dont love you like I love you
The End.

sometimes i feel like saying, lord i just don't care

2009-12-15T18:52:00.001Z

work, bath, work, wash conditioner off, work, bed.

2009-12-14T17:49:00.002Z

the college computers were down for most of the day and it made me realise how much we need technology in our lives. i walked home in the rain slowly, i realised i like rain. we break up for christmas on friday and people are dressing up, i don't know whether i should make the effort to humilate myself

2009-12-14T14:59:00.001Z

skinny legs will soon be mine

real blood

2009-12-13T17:39:00.000Z

2010

2009-12-13T12:38:00.002Z

next year i really want to start a little business, just doing peopls portraits, airbrushing etc.. for a small fee. i wonder if it actually would take off.

portraits by me:

2009-12-13T01:49:00.000Z

just waited up for four hours for my mum to come back with pizza, so not worth it.

2009-12-12T17:31:00.006Z

internets going so slow, really don't know what i want anymore. college is going faster than i thought it would and more and more work is piling up.
i shot with colour film for the first time and i love it, jessops give you a replacement film when you get it developed so i think i'll continue using it.
i ordered my contract phone today, it's not a blackberry but still it's quite similar.
i can't wait till next year, not because i can start again or anything but i think our house is getting knocked down so we'll be moving.

pretty baby

2009-12-11T14:46:00.000Z

best thing ever

2009-12-11T14:35:00.000Z

2009-12-09T21:50:00.002Z

so angry, cannot even be bothered to type why without sounding like an absolute attention seeker, i never want to talk to you again. lets see how long it last for this time.
i want things to change i do not want to be in this family anymore and i want to be in the christmas mood, i want to be thin.

2009-12-07T23:58:00.002Z

my mother said i could get a tattoo when i've payed my debts off, whether she was being serious i do not know. i'm going to look at some designs. i wish my sister didn't have swallows, i want one. it would be nice to get to sleep before twelve for once!